Frieeeeends =)

Friends are seriously... the most amazing thing in the world. I can't even begin to describe the influence that my friends have had on me. I am thankful for a great group of girlfriends (just friends :P) from high school who I know love me, and also a fantastic group of new friends at college that I am loving getting to know better, some of them I admire so much already, they are great girls. I am also really close to my family, although we have had our fair share of struggles recently. My dad had to move out, so now it is just my mom and my two amazing sisters and I. We have grown closer through all of it, but I have a hole in my heart where our family used to be... Sometimes I think to myself, why can't I tell all my great friends or my family that I like girls? Then I realize I've always known the answer to that question... we are a Christian family. Homosexuality is viewed as a sin. Like I said in my last post, my family doesn't hate gay people or anything, but they hate the "sin" of homosexuality. I guess I just don't understand why God would make me like this if it were wrong. I keep looking for answers and I can't find any. Honestly... I really just need a friend, someone who knows what I'm going through, and is or has gone through a similar thing in their life. I'm struggling...