Lately I have really felt pressured to talk to my mom about being gay. I don't know what it is but it's almost like I'm scared that sometime I'm just going to come out and say it then all of a sudden my world will be upside down and I'll have to live with the consequences.
One thing that bugs me is feeling like if/when I come out, people will think it is because of my dad. He moved out over a year ago because he struggled with homosexuality and hadn't told my mom about it. Anyway, it's been a huge struggle for my family. I just feel like my struggles have nothing to do with my dads. I knew I liked girls long before I knew anything about my dad. Plus, girls liking girls is totally different than guys liking guys, I don't like being lumped together because they are just completely different relationships! I just want to be my own person, I don't want coming out to make myself look like my dad.
Anyway, that post was super random but I miss you guys so I just felt like rambling. Email me if you have any suggestions for new blog posts!
Peace out. And I know... lookin a little rough in the picture. Haha...I'm going back to school tomorrow and have basically just been lying around rocking the gross ponytail all day. :P
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